The Story of My Healing Journey - Part 2
Life Now - 16 Years Later
Now
16 years later, my life is more beautiful than anything I could’ve imagined before this journey.
While there are rainbows and sunshine, there also are the healing storms, laying me on the floor in surrender and knocking me to my knees to remember my light. It contains the full spectrum of a real human life. My ability to live and in-joy being human while soaking in the Love we all are feels so simple yet grandly beyond what I could’ve dreamed of. I love myself in ways unknown before and get to Be a me that I didn’t know I could dream. Every day is different, and I’m continuously circling my own healing cycle…. more deaths and rebirths, more abundance and giving, more receiving and sharing with each heartbeat.
While bedridden, I’d also lie there and ‘daydream’. I’d travel the world via the internet and my mind. I’d see these beautiful people I’d get the privilege to be with and love on. I’d see the magnificence of their hearts, their joy and tears, their happiness and healings. It was a cycle of love ever flowing and infinitely abundant that lit up the world. I didn’t know what it meant at the time. I thought it was simply a daydream. I’m now learning that it was a glimpse of possibility as vision has become reality.
Friend, I’d see You. I’d see the love you are, and you would heal me. You would make my heart smile when my face wasn’t able. You gave me healing when I hadn’t found the golden cup within. You held me, and now I am honored to be here for you.
Together, we are flowing with life, hand in hand, heart to heart. Each of us are walking our own path, as no one can do it for us. The fun part is that we are not doing it alone. I am one of a family of Love surrounding, supporting, loving on, and celebrating you.
Together, we can do this. Together, we are Home.
I love you,
Katy
Thank You’s:
Yes, ultimately it was up to me on how this journey flowed, although I know I did not walk alone. I wouldn’t be here without my mama, Laura. She fought endlessly to get me the surgeries and help that I needed. I wouldn’t be alive many times over without her. Thank you, Mama. I love you more than words and celebrate our soaring together.
Besides Mama, I wouldn’t be here without: Tess Edmondson (my beloved mentor, longtime healer, and star sister: mine and Mama’s constant); Deborah Hanekamp (my teacher of remembering, activator to my living, & reuniter of the sisterhood); along with my Space by Mama Medicine sisters, family and friends, medical and healing heroes, all of the thousands of people who have prayed for me, beings in light, nature that held me, and most especially Divine Love. Thank you! I love you all.
It’s Love Y’all.
